Tuesday, October 3, 2006

My Dose of Sleeping Pills

Two weeks more and its over, the almost sleepless nights will end. No more worries. Nothing will lay doubts on enjoying leisure any longer. At last, another semester will pass!

But before celebration, a pile of work is in front of me. Four long written examinations. Two lab reports. One design problem. One practical examination.

Every night, my head is parting. One half says that I have to start doing the stack of paper on top of my desk. I have to make every minute of these last two weeks worthwhile, but the other part is arguing that I shouldn’t be studying all the time. When the clock strikes one in the morning, a battle rages as the dawn is approaching. A forbidden battle through the LAN connection of the dormitory. People who know me would surely get what I’m saying. The circumstances leave me defenseless. Like I can say no… Free network gaming – a haven for somebody like me. Another distraction – ANIME. I didn’t do well in the 3rd exam in EEE 41 because I spent half the night before the exam watching FATE/STAY NIGHT (Chapie boy!!! Arf! Arf!)! How I wish I could turn off the PC – I’LL DIE!! When I start reading lectures, around three to four pages, I'm already sleepy. I don’t know what to do. I guess it becomes my dose of sleeping pills. What am I gonna do!?!?

Studying is fun. I have to convince myself. Studying is fun. I do love studying; I really have to convince myself!