Get It?

My mom may not be the greatest woman you'll ever know, but she did raise me and my sister well, SO WELL...

Her pursuit of our welfare gave me the notion of greatness.

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Emo mode! Hahaha! Nakakagalit xe mga naririnig ko! Wag nyo awayin nanay ko!

"When it rains, it pours"

This one's really quick. Haha! I'm just so happy that i did something new today.

Around 6:00pm, I went to NISMED to return a visitor's id, forgot to give it to the guard when I left after WCEL test run earlier. Haha! Memory Gap. I went straight to FC to meet Lorraine for our healthy routine. JOGGING SESSIONS! We finished 2 rounds of the track oval to start this semester, but as we were on our second lap, i tasted something salty, haha! Its rain! Lorraine said that we shouldn't stop, cause its worse. We ran a cool last lap. I walked her home before i returned to YAKAL, dripping WET! Haha!

It really feels nice! The cool rain soothes a burning body, hahha! You should try it!

Let me find you

It’s been a while. Things happened so fast that I didn’t have the time to write in this blog I am keeping. Being alone really made me realize many things, but among them, one thing sank in so much. I miss the man who didn’t think solely of himself. I miss the man who was in love with somebody. All the solitude made me feel cold all alone. No amount of friends could fill in to that loneliness.

I really wanna know what’s wrong with me. Why could I not work out a relationship?

I am proud that I had acted the way my head and heart told me, but all this thinking and feeling made me all alone now. I wish I could find a girl who’ll introduce me to that man I am missing now.

I don’t know why I am writing this entry but doing so lightened the weight on my chest. At least, even a bit. Listening to Jimmy Bondoc made me emotional all the more, haha!

Yihee!

I'm not a total loser after all!! Haha! My target grade for the finals was 79 in ME63. I thought it was not feasible. Imagine, like I got 11-50-55-70, how am I gonna get a 79. Its all in the concentration. If you have this drive in studying, you're really gonna get there. Its not the length of time you spent studying, its in the amount of concentration you alloted the time you studied.

Congratulate me!! I got 93.3!! Hahaha! Weeeh! I'm not a total disaster!! Weeeh! Thanks to everybody who pepped me up! Love you all! :D Mwaaah!

Forever Losing

What I just lost doesn't hurt, but losing squeezes my heart.

I ran for Vice President for External Affairs in my organization. Before any ballot was filled up, i set my mind that whoever wins in the position, I will give out full support. I believe that all of us had proven worth for the spot. My mind was open that I may lose, but the news three hours ago made my heart throb faster. I forgot that I hate losing, and I think it goes for everybody. And this afternoon, the EEE 103 "Take Out Exam..." ...nah! just don't wanna talk about it. My losing streak seems to had made me numb. Ever since this year started, nothing goes out right - acads, extra-curricular, and even DOTA games - such a losing streak!

I wonder, do I have a capital letter "L" on my head? :'(

I would like to clarify, I'm not bitter for losing at the ERG Elections!
Wakokoko!! Ako pa!
CONGRATULATIONS NINA LAT! You own my support!!
GO EXTE!! 1-2-3! ERG FIGHT!!

VOTE ME!! Hahaha!

Haha! Before anything else...

Vote Marvin Bonifacio for your Vice President for External Affairs!!
[UP Engineering Radio Guild]

Can you imagine, I slept at 7am this morning!? I'm being used to not sleeping at all! Saturday morning, I went to bed at 5am, why? There was a free videoke at the dormitory lobby. I've been singing my heart out even though I have an exam at 4PM, haha! No wonder I felt like failing in the middle of the exam. This morning, I stayed up, simply I was playing dota. There's just got to be a worthwhile culmintation for this hell week.

VOTE ME!!

I guess its a yes...

Its time to mourn...

I blew it again!

I really need a miracle to pass now! Someone! Help! I hate number '5'!! Huhuhu!

Loser or not?

Huhuhu! Will I pass ME 63?! I just can't get over this dilemma! To pass the exam average, I have to get 90 percent in each of the two remaining exams! It just won't stop reiterating in my mind! And tomorrow is another judgement day! Hahaha! 3rd examinations in this subject will surely ruin my day tomorrow!

Just joined a videoke singing contest yesterday in the dormitory, and I lost! Awww! I'm one big loser this semester! What's happenning to me!?!?! Help me!!

Yet another week

The week isn't starting, but I kinda feel weak already. Physics 103 4th problem set is due tomorrow morning, and another will be given as soon we submit it. By Wednesday, the 3rd examinations is up for ME63. Could I reach my target grade of 90 to pass the course? (asa pa!) On the other hand, the second long exam for EEE 107 is on Saturday. Ow crap! I'm assigned the typist for the Yakal Week Sociocom affairs, with Kuya Transfi. Again, I will not be able to enjoy this year's Yakal Week. By the way, drop by Yakal on Friday for the Open House.

Also, Good Luck to Mary Grace Santos, Loulou Zamora and Christine Anne Barrera! Please vote them as you EEE Representatives! :D

Beat that!!

Haha! More than a month past!

I'm starting to lose my self-esteem. Lately, everything is going wrong, with my acads in particular. I just made a new record! 11.7/100 in an exam! Haha! Beat that! How I wish I could make it through this semester! How could I reach my 4.5-dream! It gets harder and harder to reach, but I'm still holding on. Never in my mind was I convinced to drop the subject despite my scores.

But there's one thing this week that made me ecstatic. Haha! I made it speaking in front of a class in CBA! I was able to shoot speeding-bullet answers to my classmates. Here's a proof of the success of this reporting that I say. A picture with UP President Roman after our case report. All of us plastered bright smiles! NOW! BEAT THAT!

Zzzzz!

It’s been a while. Many things changed.

I wasn’t able to update my blog recently, because I wasn’t able to log-in to my account. This blog lost track of me since then.

It’s been really a week for me. I took 4 exams this week, not to mention the lab reports and assignments that keep piling up. And last night, I decided to do nothing but unwind! I finished my EEE 52 exam by 6:30 pm, but some friends were still solving in the exam room, so I decided to wait.

We left DEEE at around 7:30 pm. You’ll never know when the chatting will end. Every time we see each other at the department, we never fail to block the lobby entrance. We would be standing there, just talking. While we were already on the move, Marie, Gracie and Flip were discussing their solutions when Gracie noticed that the answer sheet that was supposed to be on Sir Lucas’ table was in her file case. She worriedly ran her way to the exam room, and luckily, Sir Lucas was considerate enough to accept her paper, though exam time was over. Enough of the side dish…

I grabbed myself a cup of rice and two barbeques the moment we arrived at COOP. Gracie and Flip were with me, starving. 8:45, I already settled down in my rum. With a dose of Bread Pan, I watched Deathnote Episode 14 on my PC. Then, I entered BORGChat, Yakal’s LAN messenger. Afterwards, I found myself convincing dorm mates to play DotA, and guess what, IT’S A SUCCESS!! Hahahaha! I got 4 newbies playing in the games that I created. And this really is it… The time I started this entry is the time we ended our game tutorials. Do you know how long that is?!?! 9:30 till 3:30!! That is about 6 hrs in front of my PC. Right know, my head hurts, and I guess that’s goodbye for now.