It’s been a while. Things happened so fast that I didn’t have the time to write in this blog I am keeping. Being alone really made me realize many things, but among them, one thing sank in so much. I miss the man who didn’t think solely of himself. I miss the man who was in love with somebody. All the solitude made me feel cold all alone. No amount of friends could fill in to that loneliness.
I really wanna know what’s wrong with me. Why could I not work out a relationship?
I am proud that I had acted the way my head and heart told me, but all this thinking and feeling made me all alone now. I wish I could find a girl who’ll introduce me to that man I am missing now.
I don’t know why I am writing this entry but doing so lightened the weight on my chest. At least, even a bit. Listening to Jimmy Bondoc made me emotional all the more, haha!