Work is stressful. I'm having a hard time using the tools. When I don't know what to do, its either I freeze or I panic. I was put on the real thing for four days already and still, I cannot consider that particular seat as a comfort zone. I even considered not showing up at work. Everything is different now compared to good old training days - days when it felt like I understood everything. Being on the real thing is just another deal and damn is it oh so stressful. I need a break.
Yesterday and today are my days off from work - a perfect escape from all the trauma. And to where is that perfect escape? Of course! AT HOME! Yay!! To Cavite I went - where I could care less about everything.
Everybody was all about Cory Aquino's burial, but all that is on my mind is to go home, my paradise. I arrived at around 1:00 PM and guess what, Cory was still there. My mom was on it the whole day on TV. So there, on it I was too. After a while, I realized I was so apathetic. People couldn't stop crying while telling stories about how Cory was a person that everybody could lean on. And there goes Kris Aquino who really knows her thing. During her speech, as in from the very start til the end, she was in tears - and yet, she delivered one hell out of a speech. I found myself tears too, haha! This mama's boy is a cry baby, hahahah! Cory is just not your typical Filipino politician+mom+friend, and that radiates from all the lives she touched. (By the way, I think Kris would make it good in government, subtract some of her not-so-cool spiels on TV. People even say that she is like the little Ninoy and she was always close with her mom on everything. I think she really has it.) And off the TV I went.
Next stop - my haven. In front of my desktop PC!! Haha! My Windows 7 Beta died on me and now Windows 7 RC is out, like a Beta on its 2nd run. I decided to settle to something that is tried and tested. Away from the cool graphics and effects, I went back to the good old XP. I formatted my HD and installed a fresh copy of XP. After installing everything, surfing I did. My PC is at its full speed, looks like it doesn't like Windows 7 that much as I do after all - or is it about the reformat. Oh well, what matters is that I'm good on the web.
Yesterday and today are my days off from work - a perfect escape from all the trauma. And to where is that perfect escape? Of course! AT HOME! Yay!! To Cavite I went - where I could care less about everything.
Everybody was all about Cory Aquino's burial, but all that is on my mind is to go home, my paradise. I arrived at around 1:00 PM and guess what, Cory was still there. My mom was on it the whole day on TV. So there, on it I was too. After a while, I realized I was so apathetic. People couldn't stop crying while telling stories about how Cory was a person that everybody could lean on. And there goes Kris Aquino who really knows her thing. During her speech, as in from the very start til the end, she was in tears - and yet, she delivered one hell out of a speech. I found myself tears too, haha! This mama's boy is a cry baby, hahahah! Cory is just not your typical Filipino politician+mom+friend, and that radiates from all the lives she touched. (By the way, I think Kris would make it good in government, subtract some of her not-so-cool spiels on TV. People even say that she is like the little Ninoy and she was always close with her mom on everything. I think she really has it.) And off the TV I went.
Next stop - my haven. In front of my desktop PC!! Haha! My Windows 7 Beta died on me and now Windows 7 RC is out, like a Beta on its 2nd run. I decided to settle to something that is tried and tested. Away from the cool graphics and effects, I went back to the good old XP. I formatted my HD and installed a fresh copy of XP. After installing everything, surfing I did. My PC is at its full speed, looks like it doesn't like Windows 7 that much as I do after all - or is it about the reformat. Oh well, what matters is that I'm good on the web.
*My Mom in blue on the badminton court*
*Butterfly colored black and blue found by the court*7:00 PM came and it was time to go badminton. Time to sweat out my flabs. Ate Cream-O before playing. My first game was a mixed match with my mom. I forgot if we won or not, but all that matters to me is that I got my swagger in the play. I'm finished with the noob stage. Hahaha! After a while, a long while that is! Haha! Everybody noticed it too, and there goes the comment that maybe its with the red-colored hair, haha! At last, I came over one of my frustrations. Wahahah! And there goes my two games with my mentor, Ate Leslie. Hehe! We won both two sets for both two games, we were never defeated. Wahahah! Her two tips sunk into me. One: Avoid using the backhand, because it has less power. Manouvering the shuttle cock is easier with the forehand plus you could put more power in it. Two: Exercising your risk with something heavy. And that did put the power and speed in my smashes. Yay! Also, we found this butterfly beside the court. Look at the pic above - just an extra, hehe!.
And finally, the day was over, or not? Back in front of the PC I went. Killed hours till 4:00 AM. Finally felt sleepy, and zzz!
And finally, the day was over, or not? Back in front of the PC I went. Killed hours till 4:00 AM. Finally felt sleepy, and zzz!