Suddenly, I felt like writing. It’s been a long time since I felt like this. I guess it’s just a bit different when you enjoy doing things instead of thinking why things are the way they are. Lately, I would think of a lot of things to write about but in just a bit, I lose the train of thought. I don’t know what’s got into me and the heck I am writing right now.
I just got off from work, off from the stress of speaking with people who know all about complaining. I think I can write a book about it but I better not. Don’t get me wrong, I actually enjoy my part time job. In my whole lifetime, I finally felt that I am good at something. I can say loud and proud, I am the top agent of my team, and my stats will attest to that. I started out not even able to speak fluently and not say what I mean. Now, before my customer can even belt out a rampage, I nip the bud with a verbiage that sometimes is made up just to get that “very satisfied” rating. I do enjoy all that, and I’m having the time of my life, it’s just that I’m forgetting that I’m still a student.
I go to school to finish my last 3 units when the sun is up and work my ass off when almost everybody is sleeping. Besides enjoying my work, I feel obligated to do my best on my calls because it is my cash cow, it’s why I can support myself. I make it a point to give it my all every shift, but I do forget that after each shift, I have projects and classes to take care of as the sun shines and to finish before the sun sets. Well, I just got my wake up call, last Wednesday, I took my 1st exam and there, I just stared at the test paper even though I knew I studied for that. Well, I am still asking myself why I wasn’t able to do some good with that exam. That exam would not even count on my grade, haha! But hey! I WILL BE GRADUATING THIS APRIL! I WILL! I WILL BE WORKING THINGS OUT TO GET THERE! First challenge – body clock screw-up!! >.<
