It’s been a long time since I last posted a blog post – well, about a year! I’ve told myself to keep this blog as my sanity check, if I’m living my life the way I wanted to. I slipped away. I even forgot that people called me by the name of the domain of this blog. The only person calling me “Binog” at work is the person I look up to as my mentor. Since my work moved from Boni to McKinley Hill again, I would see old officemates calling me out by that name. Means a lot, but most importantly, I realized something – I changed.
A lot of things about me got lost in translation ever since I moved to my new company. Everything in my head is work. I would spend a lot of hours in the office and just go home to get a few hours of sleep. It became a routine. I was supposed to go like that only when the circumstances call for it. There came a time that it was almost every single day in a week. It just got too toxic.
During the start of this year, I told myself, I have to snap out of the routine. I have to do other stuff. This was what this blog was supposed to remind me. I guess, I should keep writing on it to stay true to it. I should. And I will.
A lot of things about me got lost in translation ever since I moved to my new company. Everything in my head is work. I would spend a lot of hours in the office and just go home to get a few hours of sleep. It became a routine. I was supposed to go like that only when the circumstances call for it. There came a time that it was almost every single day in a week. It just got too toxic.
During the start of this year, I told myself, I have to snap out of the routine. I have to do other stuff. This was what this blog was supposed to remind me. I guess, I should keep writing on it to stay true to it. I should. And I will.