I had been all over the place these past few months. From all that has happened, I now remember why I became a loner kind of guy. I often get comments that as a person, I had set up my walls too high. It was convenient. It kept my peace of mind. All the conversations I've been having, I had it with me, myself and I.
I found people that made me comfortable to share my thoughts unto. It was liberating. It felt good to talk about things that I had kept to myself for so long.
It did complicate the world that I live in inside my head. Interpretations. Expectations. Hopefulness that things will happen. It is too much for somebody who overthinks most of the time and gets stuck on analysis paralysis.