Last night, I wasn't able to accomplish anything academically. I didn't know what to think about. I was thinking about 198 take two and was trying not to think about 198 take three. The latter just can not be. I decided to sleep early, around 2:00 AM, I slept (That is absolutely early for me, hahah!).
I woke up at 10AM, checked my mail and hit my bed again. Still no news about yesterday's 198 deliberations. I opted to sleep again than to continue torturing myself with stress. My eyes opened at around 12:00. This time, I took the initiative, I texted Sir PJ, and still no verdict. To the bed again!! Aw, I can't seem to put myself sleep (Is it paranoia or just oversleeping). Took a bath, and headed to the library to borrow a book for my exam tomorrow. Yes, I have an exam tomorrow - not yet studying. After getting things photocopied, I went to Technohub - to Starbucks!! The coffee and the view from of UP from there is just relaxing. I started studying there (feeling mayaman). Just when I was gaining momentum in studying, I received a message from Sir PJ. Woot!! I was given another week to finish my final deliverables. Weeeh! It needed a celebration. I went upstairs to Time Zone then headed back to the dorm.
Now, I have to make the most of this. But what makes things partly sad is that I am continuing this battle alone. My groupmates were technically evicted. And the torture here - "Is it because of me?" Last semester, all my groupmates but me made it at take one, this time, things ended up the other way around.
Ooops, my one week is running.
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